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[30 Apr 2006|03:16pm] |
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New guy in my life.
I like him ALOT.
YAY.
♥
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[15 Mar 2006|02:00pm] |
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Well, I'm back.
I have so much to say.
The fact that me and Zach are broke up makes me feel like a new woman.
But he still "loves" me.
Which is a load of shit off the old block.
He's looking for pity.
"Kady is a cunt."
So what?
I'm only a cunt to him.
Everyone else I'm like ice cream.
Sweet and smooth.
So what if I like a guy from Omaha.
He's adorable.
I swear.
But he doesn't like me back.
Oh well.
Better a friend than an enemy.
I stayed at Kassie's last night.
Ahhh, full of stories, driving around, and horrible gas.
Amazing.
Haha.
Taste of Chaos in a week.
Excited.
I wish Manjo and Chels could tag along.
Then it would be a bonding part-ay.
Mmbaby!
Well, that's enough of my "lamberific" life.
Comment if you will.
♥ Kady.
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| Oh Wow! |
[08 Aug 2005|02:43pm] |
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I haven't updated in what seems like years. Nothing much has happened. Me and Zach broke up atleast 6 times so far. They were pretty horrific. Kassie is kinda becoming a slut of her own. Not good. At all. I'm tired. Very tired. I didn't sleep all to well. I need to exercize. I'm getting fat. I don't like it. Although I'm already chunky. My mom's boyfriend is staying at the apartment. I'm kinda wierded out by it. He's too nice for his own good. Zach is across from me. Doing god knows what. Probably talking to that Olivia thing. I don't like her. Never will. She's too dumb for her own good. Pretty, but dumb. I need to get a hair cut. My hair is starting to fall out. Damn hair dye. I dyed it brown and gosh golly it's hawt! I'll have to take pictures and show everybody on here. Oh, my neck is killing me. I don't know if I should write any more. I don't have much to say. Urm. Bye then. =D
Lurve,
Kadeh
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[06 Apr 2005|08:15pm] |
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Guess what?
Poop Queer.
♥ Kay-Dee ♥
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| Another Day Wasted By Being Sick |
[05 Apr 2005|01:03pm] |
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- I don't think I've ever had a more boring day. I slept till about 12:30p.m. Then got on the comp for about five minutes and did nothing. I napped for an hour. And now I'm back on. Updating like I said I would for everyday. And listening to Senses Fail's Bloody Romance. Yes the old school SF. And I'm talking to some retarded person that knows nothing about music. So I think I'm just going to block 'em.
- My life is coming near it's end. Really. I think it is. Nothing has gone right for the past few weeks. And they're getting worse. Like how I'm moving in September to New Mexico. Which then I'm going to be even more depressed since I'll be missing my dad, my friends, my love. Everything about Nebraska. I would actually miss it.
- Ahh, Zach, what can I say about this person. He's the love of my life. He may not realize it. But he is. I may yell and scream and cry at him, but I still want us to be together forever. What he said last night made me really think. He really wants us to make it. As so do I. I may think I like other guys, but I don't. Those are lust. This is love. It evident. We're ment to be together. Whether we have difficulties or not. We're gonna last.
- I hope I can make the transition in New Mexico. I hope I make lots of friends. But, I don't know. I may just stay with my dad.
-I'm out now. I hope you enjoyed this entry that kinda sucked. Latah.
♥ Kay-Dee ♥
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| Stick Your Tounge Down My Throat... |
[04 Apr 2005|10:43am] |
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So, here I am listening to some Bright Eyes staying home from shitty school. I don't have to go until Wednsday...Which is pretty awesome. But I sunburnt my face and legs...So I kinda hurt. But that's okay, I got my music and computer.
I'm happy that Seth is no longer going to commit suicide...That would just kill me. But I think he's over with all of that. I'm hoping!
I really don't have much to write about today...My eyes kinda hurt...So I think I'm gonna go now...YOU WILL COMMENT!!!
Love all you guys!
♥ Kay-Dee ♥
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| Ahh...I'm Back Again. |
[17 Mar 2005|03:31pm] |
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Oh gee. I can't even remember how to do this. It's been so damn long. Well...Yesterday I got my lip pierced. Vertical Labret. Let me tell you...It's hard to eat or drink anything with it. But, I'll manage.
I was supposed to go to Taste Of Chaos tonight. Well fuck that. My parents said no AFTER I bought the ticket. What lame-os. I was pissed off the an extreme I've never been too. Missing my favorite bands play is heart quenching. Almost unbearable. My parents said I couldn't go because it's all guys and Curtis is a bad driver and that it's St. Pat's day..Who cares?
Zach is getting to the point where I can't stand him anymore. Jealousy that, truth this. I just can't take the heat. It's getting on my nerves. I can't talk to one guy without him getting all offencive over it. I'm thinking of taking a break. Tell me what you think.
School has been fine. Boring, but fine. High School seems to be overrated sometimes. I don't think it's the best years of our lives. It's almost, but not quite. And Kassie has a new boyfriend...Billy Carney...Not to be rude or anything, he's kinda ugly. Nice, but ugly. But it's her pick.
Life overall has been eh. I got some new pets, Degus..They're cute I guess. Kinda wierd, but cute for sure. My mom has a boyfriend already. I got mad over it. I shouldn't be, she's happy. But still...they've only been seperated for like 7 months..Wait for like a year. It's confusing.
But, I think I'm going to head out. Kassie is to stay the night tonight..Fun! Later days. Stay hardcore!
♥Kay-dee♥
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| My Birthday, uhhh Woot? |
[28 Nov 2004|11:13am] |
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Guess what everybody! It's my 15th birthday. I'm not going to get much, but what I got I can tell. So far I got: From my dad- 2 shirts and a coat from Steve & Barry's, eyebrow piercing, 25 bucks and a trip for me and a friend to Worlds Of Fun. From my mom- Roller Coaster Tycoon 3, and a trip to lunch.
Nice gifts huh?
Nothing much has happened over the past month really. Me and Zach celebrated our 9 month anniversery, which most of you already know. School has sucked, bad grade in Spanish, the rest flawless. FINALLY got to talk to Christina. She's got a new boyfriend and I guess in her own words he's a "punk".
Well, not much to say here anyways. I think I'm going to go shave a cow. Or even go and fuck Zach maybe? Whatever I do, always love little old Kady.
♥Kady Lynn♥
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AFI or Ensign? A Fire Inside.
Brand New or Dashboard Confessional? Dashboard Confessional
Circle Takes the Square or Underoath? Underoath.
Misfits or Tiger Army? Misfits...(during their Danzing era)
The Used or The Ataris? The Used.
Poison the Well or Finch? Poison the Well
Thrice or Thursday? Thursday.
Taking Back Sunday or Saves the Day? Taking Back Sunday
Silverstein or A Static Lullaby? A Static Lullaby
Further Seems Forever or At The Drive-In? At the Drive In
Dimmu Borgir or Children of Bodom? Dimmu Borgir
Eighteen Visions or Hatebreed? Eighteen Visions.
Blindside or Die Trying? Blindside.
Zao or As I Lay Dying? Both
The Agony Scene or Dead Poetic? Dead Poetic
Ramones or The Clash? Ramones
NOFX or The Vandals? The Vandals
Anti-flag or Bad Religion? Bad Religion
Something Corporate or Yellowcard? SoCo.
Weezer or The Strokes? Weezer.
The Vines or The Hives? The Vines.
Early November or Matchbook Romance? Matchbook Romance
Coheed & Cambria or Mae? Co+Ca.
Jack Off Jill or Otep? Both
Placebo or HIM? HIM
A Perfect Circle or Tool? Tool
Marilyn Manson of Nine Inch Nails? Manson.
Deftones or Staind? Deftones.
Korn or Godsmack? Old Korn
CKY or Blink 182? Blink 182
Silverchair or Goldfinger? Goldfinger
Chevelle or Taproot? Taproot
Soundgarden or The Smashing Pumpkins? The Smashing Pumpkins.
Kenna or The Yeah Yeah Yeahs? Kenna
Fuel or Our Lady Peace? Our Lady Peace
Pantera or Slayer? Pantera
Nickelback or Puddle of Mudd? Neither.
Son of Sam or AFI? AFI I guess
Rufio or The Starting Line? Rufio
Midtown or Homegrown? I dunno
Less Than Jake or Slick Shoes? Less Than Jake.
Bowling For Soup or Boxcar Racer?: Boxcar Racer.
The Suicide Machines or Down? The Suicide Machines
Avenged Sevenfold or Killswitch Engage? AVENGED FUCKING SEVENFOLD
Minor Threat or Social Distortion? Social Distortion
Green Day or Sublime? I like both
Rage Against The Machine or Queens of the Stone Age? Rage Against the Machine
Pennywise or MXPX? Pennywise
Bleeding Through or Throwndown? Bleeding Through.
Norma Jean or Remembering Never? Norma Jean
From Autumn to Ashes or Further Seems Forever? FATA
God Forbid or Sevendust? Sevendust.
Boys Night Out or Fall Out Boy? Fall Out Boy
Between the Buried and Me or Atreyu? Most Atreyu
Hasting or Take These Eyes? Take These Eyes
Unearth or The Red Chord? Unearth
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[31 Oct 2004|10:26pm] |
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God, I'm bored, its late, its tiring, it a sunday! Right now, I'm talking to Zach from Lincoln. Wow, what a cool kid. Not as in like....he's hot or anything, but like cool for a kid that looks exactly like Henry. So, it's Halloween, not much. Went trick or treating at the Country Club. Lame. I wasn't anything. Seth was a woman on crack. I wish I would have took a picture or it. Damn!
I'm hoping to god, that someday my life will be as joyful as my parents. There relationship is so awsome. If you really know me, you know that was a lie. But you know, you could have also read the last entry I wrote. But, now, I have to pick when I have to be there at there houses. Not fun!
But, I'll get through it.
I was supposed to write something about Becca in here...she broke her toe from a weight....That is all.
Me and Zach are doing pretty good. Sex all the time is awsome. Ok, not all the time. He wants anal really bad. And let me tell you, REALLY BAD means like he trys to and stuff and he about cried when I said I wasn't ready for it yet. But, I love him to death, and no I do not like Seth in any manner of love!!!
So I'm gonna go, I told Zach I would be in bed by 10 30 and its already 10 40. SORRY ZACH!!!! But have a nice day/night/
♥Kady♥
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Hey everyone, I haven't updated for quite awhile. I have a few things to say:
I moved. Yeah I moved to an apartment on 6th street. My parents are getting divorce believe it or not. Yes, I'm sad, but I can get through it. The apartment isn't so bad, i may be on the computer too much but other than that it's ok.
I got my eyebrow pierced, people are still noticing and i've had it for 4 weeks now i think. I'm starting to think its lame and not worth it but I'm gonna keep it in. Soon hopfully I'm gonna get my lip done at the side.
High School has been heaven....No not really, its awful. That Jeremy kid tryed to kick Zach's ass. He had no reason too, so now he thinks he 's all high and mighty. What a dork! He's telling people that he made Zach bleed, that he stood there (when he ran away like a little pussy), and all this lame stuff that doesn't even make any sense. I just hate violence.
Me and Bree are no longer friends and I haven't been happier! All the free time I have now! Oh I'm happy and excited about this!
Paige and Sam, Sam and Paige, Sam and Amanda. Sam is a little manwhore, but I already knew that. WE all knew that! He had sex with Paige like 3 times I think. That little Amanda whore is so lame. She's a hippie which makes it even lamer. Haha....Tree Penis! Boy, I just crack myself up!
Saw a movie last night, The Grudge, scary yet lame. The whole no jaw thing really creeped me out. And the fact that Nic and Jeremy was there made me uneasy. They need to leave Zach alone. Oooooo....Zach is calling Jeremy a fag and a Mexican Clown...haha those are pretty funny actually and true! It seems like I gotta fight sometimes, why can't Jeremy just leave him alone and get on with his damn Mexican life! I don't GET IT!!!!
Well Laters homies,
♥Kady♥
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| Fun survey shit |
[15 Sep 2004|09:15pm] |
---Body---
1. What do you most like about your body?: hmm really nothing
2. And least?: everything
3. How many fillings do you have?: 0
4. Do you think you're good looking?: no
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking? zach does
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: Juilia Roberts im told
---Fashion---
1. Do you wear a watch?: yes, every fuckin day
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?:not very many
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: blue jeans damn it
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: about hmmm 65 bucks for my Vans shoes
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: Green Converse High tops biotch!
6. Describe your style in one word: radocious
---Your Friends---
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: yep every nook and crannie
2. What do they tend to be like?: there wild and crazy
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: my charm..lol
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: ummm mostly Paige or Cassie sometimes Becca it depends and i tell Zach EVERYTHING
---Music/TV/Film/Books---
1. Favorite band ever?: hmmm Avenged Sevenfold or Senses Fail
2. Most listened to bands:Avenged Sevenfold or MSI
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: some yeah
4. Can you play an instrument?: horribly but yes
5. Type of music most listened to?: hardcore or oldies
6. Type never listened to?: pop, country, and rap
7. Favorite book?: hmmm My harry potter ones
---Underwear---
1. do you like to wear thongs?: for zach hells yeah
2. What is the nicest color for underwear?: black and hot pink
3. Do you find it uncomfortable without a bra?: OH GOD YES!
4. Do you make it a habit of showing people your underwear?: hmmm yeah and my crack and it seriously kills
---Religion ---
1. Do you detest religion? YES, im agnostic tho
2. How do you think this universe was formed?: by little aliens
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant?: pfft i hate all religions
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose?: lie and praise the demon
---Homosexuality---
1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?:awww how cute!
2. Do you detest homosexuality?: NO of course not!
3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children?:agree compleatly
---General Questions---
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: My zachybutt
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?:rainy if its stormy rainy
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: yeah sometimes
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: no they deserve it cuz there fat fucks
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: indescribable
---Clothing/Hair---
1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: nope sorry
2. Do you own Converse shoes?: hell yeahs about 2 pairs black and green
3. Do you own Saucony shoes?: WTF
4. Do you own old school Nikes?: Hell no i hate those shoes!
5. Do you wear tight pants? Fuck yeah nothin else
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: not the ones im wearing now buti do have some
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is?: What the Fuc......k
8. Do you own a messenger bag?: no i wish i did i love becca's its pink and purdy
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: i would if i had one
10. Do you own braces?: god no i have perfect teeth
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?: nope
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair?:short
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?: no sorry
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: haha sure why not
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: neat? Fuck no there fuckin awsome!
16. Is your hair black or red?: black and red roots!
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: no not really
18. Do you own a bandana?: i own a few
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: no but i want to really bad
20. Are you amused by safety pins?: hells yeah
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: yeah duct tape fixes everything
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: yeah my belt
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London?: no sadly
24. Do you enjoy leopard print?:
FUCK NO!
---Habits/Beliefs---
25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?: yeah kinda
26. Are you an anarchist?: Pfft u kiddin those ppl r a bunch of homos
27. Does the American flag anger you?: yes it does all red white and blue like that
28. Are you "working class"?: What the fuck is that?
29. Do you dislike "preps"?: I'd kill im if it was legal
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic?: Fuck no best place beotch
31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: i used too but they suck now
33. Are you a thin waif?: no
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian?: i tryed once but it didnt work out between the salad and me
35. Do you think meat is murder?: yeah u "kill" animals
BUT IT SURE TASTES GOOD.
36. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting?: haha, Seth, yeah!
37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park?: yeah once....NOT FUN!
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week?: yeah it makes ur hair look better
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?:sadly im lazy so yeah
40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: i dont think so and i hope not
41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: yeah he knows the muffin man
42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?no he's also a fat fuck
43. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison?: who?
44. Are you a member of the Makeout Club?: Fuck yeah...zach!
45. Do you say "rad"?: best word on the fuckin earth
46. Do you say "rockin'"?: that word is rad
47. Do you say punk "rawk"?: fuck yeah its rockin
48. Do you shout the word "oi"?: oi!
49. Do you say "punk's not dead"?: Rawk on!
50. Do you say "punk is dead"?:Fuck u!
---Music---
51. Do you like bands with "."sure why not
52. Do you like bands with "theory" in their name?: yeah
53. Do you like bands with "the"?: of course
54. Do you ever precede your own name with "the" at the beginning?: why not
55. Do you like bands with the F word in their name or album title?: Fuck yeah
56. Do you think "Christian punk" is an oxymoron?:hmm let me thin....no
57. Are Blink 182 fans "posers"?: no of course not i love Blink 182
58. Do you have frequent debates over what exactly constitutes a sellout?: yeah
59. Have you ever brought the headlining band food?:no i wish
60. Do you have show flyers affixed to your walls?: i do have flyers
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What's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you? i love you to death
What's the meanest thing you have ever said to another person? fuck you bitch
What do you love most about your job/school? lunch with all the cool kids
What do you hate most about your job/school? it
Do you get parking karma [a space close by when you need it most]?yeah all the time
Do you get shopping karma [your item[s] on sale when you need it/the most?] yeah all the time
Are you patient? no
What tries your patience most? keyboarding god damn it!
Are you polite? fuck you who r u to ask me that u fat fuck!
Are you kind? i hate u
What makes it hard for you to stay sweet? fuckin gay questions like this
Do you have a bad temper? LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE BASTARD!!
Do you respect your elders? there wrinkly so no
What's your favourite way to spend an afternoon off? going to lincoln
What's the thing you'd rather be stuck working than doing? being sick
What's your favourite food? crab rangoons
What's your least favourite food? balonea or however the fuck u spell it
What's your favourite childhood comfort food? peanut butter co co wheats
What's your now that you're an adult and can afford it favourite comfort food? pizza rolls
If you're over 18, have you ever have ice cream and pizza for breakfast? no but YUM!
How do you sleep [on your side, on your back, all sprawled out, fetal position, etc]?side fetal position
Are you a blanket hogger? yeah give me the damn blanket bitch!
What's the ideal time of day to wake up? 2pm
What's the ideal time to go to bed? 5am
What time did you go to bed last night? 12am
What's your guilty pleasure [or pleasures]? sex
If someone offered you $10,000 to go without your computer for 60 days, would you accept the offer? fuck yeah
If you could go back to an earlier point in your life, knowing then what you know now, when would it be and would you really choose to go back? the first day me and zach said i love u to each other i would have said it first
If you could have any superpowers, which would they be? xray vison...heh heh
What car would you drive if money was no object?a metro pfft i dont know cars damn it
Where would you live if money was no object? in a penthouse in new york city
What was the worst day of your life? the day i was born
When you think of your wedding day, do you ever picture a specific groom? bride? yeah zach
What would you name your children? girl- alexzandria (alexz) boy- Tripp
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| I've done it before and i'll do it again! |
[13 Sep 2004|06:22pm] |
i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: Kady Lynn Lampe
2. single or taken: taken by Zachybutt
3. sex: female
4. birthday: 11/28/89
5. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
6. siblings: one older brother dustin
7. hair color: Black but you can see some red in it
8. eye color: brown
9. shoe size: 7 1/2
10. height: 5'4"?
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends? Cassie and Becca and Paige and Courtney
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes it's Zach
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop?: Hot Topic
2. any tattoos or piercings: my cartilige and ears...more to come, no tattoos but i do want alot...getting my eyebrow done soon
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: i have but i'm not tellin about it
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: i have no idea some suave stuff
3. what are you most scared of?: being alone
5. who is the last person that called you?: Zach
6. where do you want to get married?: Hawaii..haha becca!
7. how many buddies are online right now?: i'm not on
8. what would you change about yourself?: nothin well maybe my wieght...to be alittle bit skinnier
f a v o r i t e s
1. color: green, red, blue, black, hot pink
2. food: french fries
3. boys names: Dominic
4. girls names: alexandria (alexz)
5. subjects in school: math, art, spanish
6. animals: kittie kat
7. sports: sports are a way of torture
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. smoked?: yes, but i dont anymore..i dont want to
2. bungee jumped?: no but i'll try
3. made yourself throw up?: no, thats utterly disgusting
4. skinny dipped?: no i dont really want to
5: ever been in love?: i could be..probably...yeah..very cuz i am right now with zach
6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yeah..lots of times
7. pictured your crush naked?: not tellin...yeah we all do
8. actually seen your crush naked?: not tellin that's for me to know and no one to find out
9. cried when someone died?: yes, my dog Smokey..twas a sad day
10. lied: yes, who doesn't to get out of trouble?
11. fallen for your best friend?: yes
12. been rejected?: once or twice
13. rejected someone?: lots of times
14. used someone?: Bree..hehe
15. done something you regret?: Yes, not very many though, Jordan was one of them and so was Bryse, and was friends with Bree
c u r r e n t
clothes: Atreyu shirt with a zippy hoodie and blue jeans with my black/pink Vans
make-up: none
smell: like laundry soap and hair products
favorite movie: Pretty in Pink, Edward Sissorhands, any thing made by Tom Burton or has Molly Ringwald in it
desktop picture: Avenged Sevenfold
book you're reading:i dont read..unless it's Harry Potter
in cd player: a burnt cd that zach made
in dvd player: Romeo and juliet
color of toenails: clear as the night sky
l a s t | p e r s o n
you hugged: zach
you imed: Seth
you yelled at: Zach
you kissed: zach
a r e | y o u
understanding: sometimes
open-minded: yes
arrogant: yes
insecure: sometimes
interesting:sure
random: of course
hungry: yeah
smart: why not
moody: only when i have PMS
hard working: no
organized: at school yes and home no
healthy: pfft what are you thinkin!?
shy:i used to be
difficult: to my parents
attractive: ask zach
messy: yes
obsessed: with some things
r a n d o m
In the morning i am: zach says "sexy" but idk I think i'm tired looking
all i need is: water, air and zach, and music and my friends
i dream about: i'm not getting into that
o p p o s i t e | s e x
what do you notice first: smile and eyes
last person you slow danced with: With Zach...awww
worst question to ask: are you ready now?
makes you smile: the look on zach's face
Who has a crush on you: Bryse, Jordan, I think Jake and uhh this Quintin kid
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you: i used to
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: when i have PMS
wish you were younger: sometimes. yes then i wouldnt get in trouble as much
cried because someone said something to you?: yes....Kristina made me cry because she said she didn't want to be my best friend anymore..i was 7
n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: 0
of hearts i have broken:7
of guys ive kissed: 2
of girls ive kissed: 1 Kristina V.when i was 8
of continents i have lived in:1
of tight friends: 4 or 5
of cds i own: over 100
of scars on my body: alot
f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
1. do you believe in god? I am Agnostic so what do you think?
2. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: Harry Potter
3. favorite disney movie?: A goofy Movie maybe Cinderella
4. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: Starbucks Frap.
5. who would you love being locked in a room with?: Zach or well i dont wanna get into that one either
6. could you live without your computer?: yes
7. would you color your hair?: i already have
8. habla espanol?: sî
9. what does your room look like?: it's pink with shit all over the place or at my moms its white and dull lookin
10. who is your hero?: Brody Dalle i love her singing voice or uhhh my mom
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| why is it when things can't get worse...they don't |
[13 Sep 2004|05:55pm] |
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Hmm well not much has happend the last few days. Rebecca is being sooo much nicer to Paige that I would have expected. Thank you Becca!!!! I love ya for it! Lunch time is so great now. Sitting with Paige, Becca, and Courtney. Woot woot! I love them girls! But not as much as my Zachybutt! Teehee! Oh Becca there's an SOJH show this Friday!!! We gotta go! Gotta get the girls (maybe zach?) And head to Knickerbockers and see them! We just have too! But if you can don't invite Heather....me and her don't get along that well anymore...but if you want to it's okily dokily..lol! But it starts at like 6pm or something. So i'm waiting here to go to Zach's house cause he's like grounded or something. His mom is going to bowling...thank god for bowling! Why do Courtney and Paige plan to go to Hawaii??? I kinda don't wanna go there. More like Olympia, Washington to Evergreen University. I wanna study something music related. To be a PRODUCER! haha! Well hmm I think sometime this weekend I'm getting my eyebrow done (I hope, I hope, I hope!) That would be super duper cool! I gotta get an ID first which sucks...which should I do?
( Tell me what to do )
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| Sometimes my life sucks....then zach makes it all better |
[10 Sep 2004|04:20pm] |
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If you haven't already heard the news...word is that i'm pregnant with either Miles or Zach's baby. If you have to know then ask me....but i won't be nice about it. I think it was spiteful of Ricky to do this when both me and Zach were sick. Atleast ask me first...oh well maybe he's right...i may just be pregnant. Unless you're really one of my friends then you know the real truth. And your not gonna be happy about it. But uh i'm done talking about it. Well umm Joshie's house was fun last Sunday. Except there was so much sex goin on i just had to leave. Expecially when its Miles and a skank ass bitch hoe bag who can't even tell who Miles is when sober. Thank god i didn't drink. I figured out that there is no god....no jesus....no bible....no devil. I'm now Agnostic. Either that or Athiest. You pick. I do believe in a higher power...but then again i don't. Depends on the day and how it's been going. I really am going to miss zach this weekend. Hopfully I'm getting my eyebrow pierced on Saturday. But since i have such a head cold i may get it next week. I seriously can't wait for it. I know it's gonna hurt and all but you know what? I DON'T CARE!!! I just want it. I got aim if you wanna add me my sn is: iamavenged666. Fun eh? Hmm you know what? I'm sick of ppl talking behind ppl's backs. (cough becca cough) I hate it. Paige is my bestest friend right now cuz she knows what i'm going though. I can actually talk to her about anything. And she will actually help me out when needed. Not make it worse. Well Casi is getting to be a skank sometimes....i think she knows it...she made out with Dustin from Morbid....that is utterly discusting. But she's the one who liked it not me. I would have been happy when she just made out with Matt Martin (Indian.) But oh well it happend nothin i can do. And don't start to call her a skank....she's not....she can't be she's never had sex in her life. But oh well. Well....i proposed to zach...he said yes...so i guess i'm engaged...YAY! I have it all planned out...teehee! Well i guess i'm gonna go now...i'll update when someone comments on my LJ. Bye...i love you zachypoo!
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| Lots has happend lately..... |
[08 Sep 2004|08:35pm] |
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Howdy everyone who ever reads this thing! Alot has happend this weekend. I moved to an apartment building on 6th street. Its okay not the best in the world. School sucks as usual, and i'm really sick. Mad that I dont get to see FATA tonight. Made me mad cuz I couldnt get a ride and I was sick. Plus it was a school night. Meh! I really dont have much to say right now so i'm just gonna go now....see ya!
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| I haven't written for soooo long |
[25 Aug 2004|09:22pm] |
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Hmmm what to say? School started and it freakin sucks! I dont wanna go here's my schedual:
period 1- study hall with Mr. Langford
period 2-3 - earth science with Mrs. Coudaryus or sumthin likethat
period 4-5 - world geography with Mrs. Doyle-Workman
period 6- Family Health with Mrs. Oltman
period 7- Spanish 1 with Senoria Matson
period 8- creative clothing 1 with Mrs. Oltman
That freaking sucks! And most of all no classes with zach at all! mmm idont wanna update anymore for today.
XxkdxX
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| Its been a long long time! |
[07 Aug 2004|02:28pm] |
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Gosh it's been a long time since i have last updated. Alot has happened lately..you may like it or you may not. I've been hanging out with zach or paige alot lately. We went to Joshy's house about a week ago...boy that was fun...josh is really funny drunk..let me tell you! He was all saying "i love you guys, even zach and kady" I was touched! Haha! Hmm I'm finally not a virgin anymore...whoever doesn't like it can suck balls! Sex is so underrated sometimes...And they say its best the first time? Now that's overrated! I personally like it alot...and guess who with? Zachybutt! I'm supposed to go over to his house soon...but his parents probably havn't left yet. Oh well....we have all day to do things...If you know what i mean! Sam better ask Paige out soon..or i'll be mad....They just may be in love. Ahhh love...such a wonderful and yet horrid word. Just ask Becca...i think she just may love Horky. Hmm what a wonderful life i've got...My parents are divorcing...never thought it would happen to me but who am i kidding? Then really never kissed as much as they used to...or really did n e thing that they used too. Then my brother came back home...oh Dustin, Dustin, Dustin, he has really kinky porn...which i love by the way. Porn is one of my most favorite things to look at..I am really interested in it...expecially same sex ones...hehe! But i'm no lesbian or n e thing..100% pure zach lover! I'm really bored right now...waiting for zach at the library...i may just find a book and read until he comes here....but reading can really be boring too...i'll just look things up then...So i'm gonna go hopfully i will update when something good happends...wish that Sam asks Paige out even if you dont know them...and live long a prosperous...i dont know just have fun summer is almost over....and I'm on the Orange side in high school! Yay! Well bye!
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| this sux |
[13 Jul 2004|08:04pm] |
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You know what sucks guys? Avenged sevenfold has never been to nebraska and probably never will! I really want to see them bad..me and my boyfriend are sending letters to them...help me on this!
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| Delusional...or maybe not? |
[28 Jun 2004|04:47pm] |
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Hello...hmmm...i guess you could say i've had an okay week...wasn't too horrible....Zach now has my diary...it's a goodin! I guess i had a nice long talk with Sam yesterday...blech! I was confused for alittle while....then i figured it out...i didn't want Sam at all...just as a friend cuz i have zach...the love of my life! I hope he knows just how much i love him...sometimes i can be a nit picker and all....but it's for the best....I guess i changed him in some way.....maybe i did...but it's for the good i guess... but i still love him more haha bet you cant read that zachy! Well he came over early in the morning like at 1am.....boy am i tired! I have a mondo headache but it's going away....band practice it was interesting...I wonder if D is still locked up in Miles closet? haha that was pretty damn halarious! Well Zach looks like a happy camper here looking at lyrics for i guess the bled...cool cool...gaha! my eyes hurt really bad!!!!!I feel like i take advantage of ppl....i dont even know why...but i do...oh well deal with it! If you hate me too fuckin bad! I like you so HA! Hey guess what Zach? I love you MORE!okay i'm done now i gotta go
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